Descending through the clouds

Feeling so much

emotions overwhelm me.

Yet, I find myself ended up feeling nothing at all.

My heart feeling so heavy carries an unbearable weight

I think about I can't go on. 

Every hitting is harder than I’ve ever been hit before 

and sinking way lower than I’ve ever sunk. 

My love leaving me.
Now all of my feelings being ripped away all at once.
Endless nights of crying.

The goodbye echoing with pain.

Everything hurt profoundly
like the agony of loss hurts.


 

worst week ever... it isn't easy to deal with so much misery. 
I hope I can feel better somehow.