The most painful is the silence

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you wherever I go.
But I'm doin' it.
What hurts the most is being so close.
And having so much to say, to express and watching you walk away.
It's hard to force that smile when I see you while I'm alone.
Still harder, getting up, getting dressed, living with this remorse.
But I know if I could do it over.
I would trade, give away all the words that I kept in my heart.
Words I left unspoken.
I'm not afraid to cry every now and then.
Even though going on  without you still upsets me.
There are days every now and again I pretend being ok.
But that's not what truly gets me.

 

If only I could be by your side

♥

I'm sorry, i can't help myself 

I can't control my feelings.

I'm gonna miss you.

♥

Even when you try very hard to forget it all. 

 

 

 

Broken by the laws of love

I can be with you
All my entire life
I'll do what I have to do
And I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know HOW.

Create a difference

“when you feel incapable of create a difference of making an impact…
…remember that a single raindrop raises the entire ocean.”

Thinking of you

Somewhere in the world, there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is meaningful and worth while. So, in moments of loneliness, remember it's true. Somebody, somewhere, is thinking of you.

Keep on Loving You

I began loving you before I knew

even a fraction of the reasons why I should
Imagine how deeply I'm loving you now
...I'm gonna keep on loving you!

Every dream begin with dreamers

Take flight and fly away

If you erase me from your memory

I want you to understand one thing.
You know the essence of this:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the crimson branch
of the slow autumn outside my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the intangible ash
or the weathered body of the log,
everything leads me to you,
as though all that exists, fragrances, light, metals,
were small vessels sailing
toward those islands of yours that eagerly wait for me.
Now, if gradually you cease to love me, I will gradually stop loving you.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not seek me,
for I will have already forgotten you.

If you find it prolonged and absurd,
the wind of banners
that traverses my life,
and you choose
to leave me on the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I will raise my arms
and my roots will embark
to discover another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are meant for me
with unwavering tenderness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips in search of me, oh, my love, oh my own,
in me all that fire is echoed,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love nourishes itself on yours, beloved,
and as long as you live, it will be in your arms
without letting go of mine.

Sleeplessness

 

No suprise, what you see is me...

I'm a human being

I have my life with laughter

I'm still full of dreams

Im so weak

what you see here, is just me

A woman, sometimes a sweet little baby bird

I was dumb in the past

Yet now, I'm so happy and I feel creative

sometimes I feel tiny and so alone, Yes, I still feeling that way

At times I'm just miss missing you

I can never stop to love, I swear.

all I am...tragically romantic

... it's all I'll ever be.

 


 

You'd shatter my heart.

I've always been in love with you [always with you]

I guess you've always known it's true [you know it's true]

You took my love for granted, why oh why

The show is over, say good-bye

My heart knows no distance ❥

 

I must say

We always consistently find a way in the end.
No matter how far you are

no matter how long I'm gone 

No matter the distance between us.

you will always be with me.
I will see you always, as clear as daylight.

for our love knows no boundries and never will
because, you see
our hearts are one, 

and mine is always home.

its us against the world.

She is the girl from the past

 Can’t you see?

She is here patiently waiting for you.

Too scared to let go.
 

And she loves you too much to leave...

So here she sits.
In the pouring rain.
And she would wait forever for you.

But, she can’t hold onto her dreams much longer...
 

So, don’t leave her waiting
Or she will lose 

everything she has left.

UGH. Crying is the WORST

...

I cry a lot, more easily than I’d like to

it makes me mad
sometimes, because people think I'm weak

which is incredibly frustrating.

I cry when I'm hurt.

My tears flow when I'm wounded

especially, when I'm really deeply in pain from the inside.