Los últimos días

 

Pienso que este mes alberga dentro de sí mismo una dualidad con sentimientos opuestos, alegría y tristeza, esa contradicción cognitiva es disonante en uno y en el otro sentido sin ninguna razón aparente.

 

 

 

Too much time inside my thoughts

I'm glad you're back, it took you a while... Anyways, here's the thing when sometimes I feel as if I spend to much time in my head and forget how to express it through words. I do a lot of seeing not only with my eyes but with my heart. Not everyone sees beauty like I do. I see the most beautiful things in the worst kinds of things. There's always some kind of unkownly understanding and kindness that lies within me. Cause I know for damn sure there isn't enough of it. I guess I'm very creative, definitely very unpredictable, just a bit eccentric, temperamental, I love hard and very deep, I'm meticulous and cold, because i'm such an extreme person. I can be very quiet one moment and then very loud the next. I can be cuddling a child and adoring a beautiful animal one second and the next I could be trying to kill someone -i get this a lot, especially when I'm any competitive situations, in business or in a sport- I could be at a party in a corner one minute and the next i'm up on a stage or on a table dancing. I love black and white photos, reading books, watching movies, astronomy, salt and vinegar chips, junk food, smell of a freshly cut grass and summer rain, gazing at the stars, sneezing, freezing my ass off and then getting into a warm house, spring because everything's in bloom and fall because leaves are bright red, yellow, orange etc. Animals, travelling and learning about new people and their cultures, kissing, butterflies in my stomach, anything different and unusual, snow, laughing and making people laugh, jelly beans, strawberry and lemon Ice cream, I've mentioned food a few times, I must be hungry. I love LIFE... but having great family and friends, nothing beats that. And I hate people who hate other people because of their race, colour, religion and sexual orientation, animal cruelty, liars, manipulators, cunning people... hmm can't think of anything else, I'm sure there's more... I could go on but my favorite TV show's on so I'll leave it for now.