EGO - Elder Dilemma

Me hace fuerte pero no feliz

Hurting yourself you hurt me

Dec 10th. 2011 12:26 Pacific Daylight Time 

Dearest  Miriam:  

                          Don't worry too much about feeling down, blue or whatever calls that because I say to you once again and again that you don't worry about having these random urges to cry, because you're not the only here that it hurts. So just relax and watch a good movies or go out with your friends in there and you get out of your shell there go out and be alive in this world, travel and read a millon books instead and just be alive, and let the whole world knows that you aren't affected at that situations and be happy, happy like this :) and continue with your studies and start making new friends by talking to a right people and make yourself busy like joining some worth cause groups by helping others people or sign on yourself in dancing, singing or start practicing some musical instruments because you know what to do to help yourself and not crying in your bed and get feelings hurts because I already tried that once and it gives me no good at all. Take Care of yourself please...

I have a song for you, and I sing when I've been feeling more emotional. I sing it when I was a little drunk lol and I sing it with feelings, with closed eyes and I was very happy at that times and I'm very boastful too at that times because I spend all my money to drinking and order what you want. Well that was a long time ago and by the way the title of the songs is "You're Still The One" by Shania Twain lol and this song is from 90' and I often heard this when I was a kid, a gal and the whole world at that times always sing this song while they play karaoke 'nd drinks and well now I grow up.

So sing and you don't worry I'm still here for you and always remember that always when the world is dark for you and hurts I'm always here for you to lend you a hand to stand up again in your own feet and most of all, my dear myself, always remember this "WE ARE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE " so  “Don't worry about anything, pray about everything.” HAVE FUN!!!

Hugs and kisses.
Today would be universal time!

Quiero derretirme en lágrimas

  Esperando la lluvia

Muchas nubes acumuladas

y siendo de naturaleza mortal,

me pongo a prueba con mis propias fuerzas. 

Tengo que defenderme como sea.

  Que mi corazón no se hiele,

  que la ternura de los ojos sea mística y perlada.

  Estar adentro, me hace muy bien.

Para mi, el abismo siempre estará afuera.