Wander

I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.



You asked me what was wrong, 
I smiled and said nothing
when you turned away, a tear came down and I whispered to myself
everything is.

hey I miss you!

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.

I feel incredible

I realize today that I want to stop being afraid. Afraid of people, afraid of life, afraid of just standing up for myself, when I was younger these situations used to evoke tears and panic for this, and now I know, that I want to change that.

Blurred motion

Maybe I wanted to hear it so badly that my ears betrayed my mind in order to secure my heart.

Millions of miles apart

Nothing hurts more painful 

than waiting when I'm don't even know 

what I'm waiting for anymore.

The Instant love is born

The woman cannot resist the voice
calling forth her terrified soul...
The man cannot resist the woman
whose soul resonates in response to his voice.

Auténticas

A veces, soy muy buena con las personas equivocadas y que no se lo merecen. Esto me llevó a desarrollar un instinto de supervivencia y mucha desconfianza hacia los demás. Estas cosas solo me pasan a mi? Justamente cuando tengo "cero" capacidad para perdonar.

I can lose myself in your Universe

You never truly know 

what you have until you lose it

and once it's gone you can never get it back.

Beyond those eyes

There is something I cant see.
Something living in the way you smile.
Beyond those eyes, unspoken truths you lie.
And theres nothing i can say.
Cause im never gonna change your mind
Behind those eyes your secrets hide.

Be Like That

And all she wants is just a little piece of this dream.
Is that too much to ask? 
All she wants is just that something to hold into that's all she needs, with all her tiny heart.

Sighs Deeply

It's precisely what 

I'm trying to do 

in these days.

Love Resembles a Butterfly

If you hold it too close, too tightly,  you can kill it.
But if you don't hold it close enough.
It can fly away...

Remember me

You, my darling you.

 In a way, you are my poetry material,

you are full of cloudy subtleties and

I am willing to spend a lifetime figuring out.
 

You
Bitter and sweet memories.
That is all I'm taking with me,
so please don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you need.
But
I will always love you.

 

 

 

 

Undeniably, there is a truly meaning to this poem. For a few days, I'd say, at least a week or two, I have been feeling very, I guess, I am missing so much...

 

Infrecuente

 

Cuando era muy chica no me importaba ver de que manera estaba conformado el universo a mi alrededor.

No me interesaba en lo absoluto ni tratar de entender y tolerar la suciedad que lo rodea.

Pensaba... que no me servía para nada aprender algo que me hacía ver el mundo mucho mas complicado de lo que parecía ser.

Y no porque no quisiera, sino porque muchas veces no lo podía entender.

Simplemente, cuando los números se materializan en una nueva imagen, las sombras de mi entendimiento permitían a esa pieza cobrar vida realmente.

Fueron pocos momentos... muy pocos.

 

Never experienced a love like this

Those who says sunshine brings happiness 
have never danced in the rain.
If only there was something that i could say
to make the sun shine and banish the rain away
if there were something i could do
it hurts me to think
that you're feeling so blue.
I'll be your umbrella, together we'll stand
to weather the storm,
I'll be holding your hand.

 

Took a picture of a tree in the backyard, close up. Natural Light. Got a few shots with various angles and lighting. I really liked this shot best out of the bunch.

Fallen Angel's Lost Soul

The Hidden pain of the fallen tears.
Behind the smiles of the angels.
A haunting nightmare, of all the fears.
A world entrenched in torment, bearing all the pain.

Her dreams once held hope, wanting to be found.
Now left broken with ashes scattered on the ground.
A fragile heart echoes a silent sound.
As a frozen world begins to surround.

 

 

Okay a little bit mushy but I like it none the less. Poem still hasn't totally come true for me I'm still waiting but that's okay I know someday it'll all fall into place ...

Once Was

"In this world, there is nothing I want or need, except for you."

When you first fall in love, it's supposed to be awful.
Awful, uncertain, scary, wonderful, confusing, enchanting experience filled with joy, excitement and emotional connection.
All at once.
That's how you know it's real.
You have to care deeply.
Passionately.
That hurts.

I know this isn't my best but I like it anyway...

Deepest pain is found in silence

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you wherever I go.
But I'm doin' it.
What hurts the most is being so close.
And having so much to say, to express and watching you walk away.
It's hard to force that smile when I see you while I'm alone.
Still harder, getting up, getting dressed, living with this remorse.
But I know if I could do it over.
I would trade, give away all the words that I kept in my heart.
Words I left unspoken.
I'm not afraid to cry every now and then.
Even though going on without you still upsets me.
There are days every now and again I pretend being ok.
But that's not what truly gets me.

 

If only I could be by your side

♥

I'm sorry, i can't help myself 

I can't control my feelings.

I'm gonna miss you.

♥

Even when you try very hard to forget it all. 

♥

 

 

 

 

Broken by the laws of love

I can be with you
All my entire life
I'll do what I have to do
And I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know HOW.

Create a difference

“when you feel incapable of create a difference of making an impact
…remember that a single raindrop raises the entire ocean.”

 

Thinking of you

Somewhere in the world, there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is meaningful and worth while. So, in moments of loneliness, remember it's true. Somebody, somewhere, is thinking of you.

Keep on Loving You

I began loving you before I knew

even a fraction of the reasons why I should
Imagine how deeply I'm loving you now
...I'm gonna keep on loving you!

 

Love you forever

 no matter what you do

you are my weakness 

you are my strength.

Every dream begin with dreamers

In dreamer's hearts

each dream takes flight.

Soar high, oh soul, into the night sky's might and fly away.

If you erase me

I need you to understand this,

there are days when the moon hangs
like a silver wound above the world,
and I lift my eyes to its quiet radiance,
only to find your face hidden inside the light.

The autumn branches,
red with their slow surrender,
lean against my window,
and every leaf that falls
seems to carry your name
through the fading air.

When I reach toward the fire,
touching the brittle ash
or the scarred body of a dying log,
I discover the same truth,
everything returns to you.

The fragrance of rain, the gleam of metal,
the hush before evening,
the distant cry of migrating birds

all things become messengers,
small vessels crossing unseen seas,
sailing toward the undiscovered shores
of your waiting heart.

And yet love is not a prison.

If, little by little, your hands release mine,
mine will learn the language of letting go.

If your voice fades from my days,
I will not chase its echo.

If you forget me, 

do not turn back in search of what was lost,
for memory, too, knows how to close its doors.

And if one day you grow weary of the winds
that move through my soul,
if you leave me standing
on the coastline of a heart
where I planted all my roots,

remember this

the roots you abandon will not die there.

At the appointed hour,
they will tear themselves from the earth,
become wings, become sails,
and journey toward another horizon.

But if each dawn you choose me again,

if every hour your tenderness finds its way home,

if every flower that opens 

still carries the desire of my name,

then nothing in me will fade.

The fire will remain fire.
The light will remain light.

No season, no distance, no silence
will diminish what we have built.

For my love grows from yours
as rivers grow from rain,

and as long as your heart
continues to beat beside mine,

you will find me there holding your hands
with the certainty of roots,
and the devotion of stars that never abandon the sky.

Sleeplessness

 

No surprise, what you see is me...

I'm a human being

I have my life with laughter

I'm still full of dreams

I'm so fragile

what you see here, is just me

A woman, sometimes a tender little bird

I was dumb in the past

Though now, I'm so happy in my creative rumble

sometimes I feel tiny and so alone, Yes, I still feeling that way

At times moments pass, and I'm just miss missing you

I can never stop to love, I swear.

All I am... in tragic romances sway, remains, eternally, in this hearts display and

... it's all I'll ever be.