Tuesday, March 30

Deepest pain is found in silence


It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you wherever I go.
But I'm doin' it.
What hurts the most is being so close.
And having so much to say, 
to express and watching you walk away.
It's hard to force that smile when I see you
while I'm alone.
Still harder, getting up, getting dressed, living with this
remorse.
But I know if I could do it over.
I would trade, give away all the words that I kept in my heart.
Words I left unspoken.
I'm not afraid to cry every now and then.
Even though going on
without you still upsets me.
There are days every now and again I pretend 
being ok.
But that's not what 
truly gets me.

 




Thursday, March 25

If only I could be by your side

I'm sorry, i can't help myself 
I can't control my feelings.
I'm gonna miss you.

Even when you try very hard to forget it all

 

 

 

 


Wednesday, March 24

Broken by the laws of love


I can be with you
All my entire life
I'll do what I have to do
And I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know HOW.




Tuesday, March 23

Create a difference


“when you feel incapable of create a difference of making an impact
…remember 
that a single raindrop raises the entire
ocean.”

 


Saturday, March 20

Thinking of you


Somewhere in the world, there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is meaningful and worth while. So, in moments of loneliness, remember it's true. Somebody, somewhere, is thinking of you.







Friday, March 19

Keep on Loving You

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began loving you before I knew
even a fraction of the reasons why I should
Imagine how deeply I'm loving you now
...I'm gonna keep on loving you!
 
Love you forever
 no matter what you do
you are my weakness 
you are my strength.





Thursday, March 18

Every dream begin with dreamers

In dreamer's hearts

each dream takes flight.

Soar high, oh soul, into the night sky's might and fly away.



Sunday, March 14

If you erase me


I need you to understand this,

there are days when the moon hangs
like a silver wound above the world,
and I lift my eyes to its quiet radiance,
only to find your face hidden inside the light.

The autumn branches,
red with their slow surrender,
lean against my window,
and every leaf that falls
seems to carry your name
through the fading air.

When I reach toward the fire,
touching the brittle ash
or the scarred body of a dying log,
I discover the same truth,
everything returns to you.

The fragrance of rain, the gleam of metal,
the hush before evening,
the distant cry of migrating birds

all things become messengers,
small vessels crossing unseen seas,
sailing toward the undiscovered shores
of your waiting heart.

And yet love is not a prison.

If, little by little, your hands release mine,
mine will learn the language of letting go.

If your voice fades from my days,
I will not chase its echo.

If you forget me, 

do not turn back in search of what was lost,
for memory, too, knows how to close its doors.

And if one day you grow weary of the winds
that move through my soul,
if you leave me standing
on the coastline of a heart
where I planted all my roots,

remember this

the roots you abandon will not die there.

At the appointed hour,
they will tear themselves from the earth,
become wings, become sails,
and journey toward another horizon.

But if each dawn you choose me again,

if every hour your tenderness finds its way home,

if every flower that opens 

still carries the desire of my name,

then nothing in me will fade.

The fire will remain fire.
The light will remain light.

No season, no distance, no silence
will diminish what we have built.

For my love grows from yours
as rivers grow from rain,

and as long as your heart
continues to beat beside mine,

you will find me there holding your hands
with the certainty of roots,
and the devotion of stars that never abandon the sky.






Saturday, March 13

Sleeplessness


 


No surprise, what you see is me...
I'm a human being
I have my life with laughter
I'm still full of dreams
I'm so fragile
what you see here, is just me
A woman, sometimes a tender little bird
I was dumb in the past
Though now, I'm so happy in my creative rumble
sometimes I feel tiny and so alone, Yes, I still feeling that way
At times moments pass, and I'm just miss missing you
I can never stop to love, I swear.
All I am... in tragic romances sway, remains, eternally, in this hearts display and
... it's all I'll ever be.


 

Monday, March 8

My heart knows no distance ❥



 
I must say
In the end, we unfailingly discover a path.
No matter how far you are
no matter how long I'm gone 
No matter the distance, the vast space between us.
You will always be with me.
You shall ever dwell within me.
I will see you always, as clear as the sun's ray.
For our love knows no limits and never will
because, you see
our hearts beat as one, 
And mine forever finds solace.
its us against the world. 
 



Saturday, March 6

She is the girl from the past




 Can’t you see?
She is here patiently waiting for you.
Too scared to let go.
 
And she loves you too much to leave...

So here she sits.
In the pouring rain.
And she would wait forever for you.

But, she can’t hold onto her dreams much longer...
 
So, don’t leave her waiting
Or she will lose 
everything she has left.






 
 
I loved writing this one and I'm so happy with the way that it turned out. As always however I can improve.
 
 
 
 

Wednesday, March 3

Movements of unseen shadows




...

I cry a lot, more easily than I’d like to.
It makes me mad
sometimes, because people think I'm weak
which is incredibly frustrating.
I cry when I'm hurt.
My tears flow when I'm wounded
especially, when I'm really deeply in pain from the inside.