It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you wherever I go.
But I'm doin' it.
What hurts the most is being so close.
And having so much to say, to express and watching you walk away.
It's hard to force that smile when I see you while I'm alone.
Still harder, getting up, getting dressed, living with this remorse.
But I know if I could do it over.
I would trade, give away all the words that I kept in my heart.
Words I left unspoken.
I'm not afraid to cry every now and then.
Even though going on without you still upsets me.
There are days every now and again I pretend being ok.
But that's not what truly gets me.
Tuesday, March 30
Deepest pain is found in silence
Thursday, March 25
If only I could be by your side
♥
♥
Even when you try very hard to forget it all.
♥
Wednesday, March 24
Broken by the laws of love
I can be with you
All my entire life
I'll do what I have to do
And I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know HOW.
Tuesday, March 23
Create a difference
“when you feel incapable of create a difference of making an impact
…remember that a single raindrop raises the entire ocean.”
Saturday, March 20
Thinking of you
Somewhere in the world, there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is meaningful and worth while. So, in moments of loneliness, remember it's true. Somebody, somewhere, is thinking of you.
Friday, March 19
Keep on Loving You
Imagine how deeply I'm loving you now
...I'm gonna keep on loving you!
Thursday, March 18
Every dream begin with dreamers
In dreamer's hearts
each dream takes flight.
Soar high, oh soul, into the night sky's might and fly away.
Sunday, March 14
If you erase me
I need you to understand this,
there are days when the moon hangs
like a silver wound above the world,
and I lift my eyes to its quiet radiance,
only to find your face hidden inside the light.
The autumn branches,
red with their slow surrender,
lean against my window,
and every leaf that falls
seems to carry your name
through the fading air.
When I reach toward the fire,
touching the brittle ash
or the scarred body of a dying log,
I discover the same truth,
everything returns to you.
The fragrance of rain, the gleam of metal,
the hush before evening,
the distant cry of migrating birds
all things become messengers,
small vessels crossing unseen seas,
sailing toward the undiscovered shores
of your waiting heart.
And yet love is not a prison.
If, little by little, your hands release mine,
mine will learn the language of letting go.
If your voice fades from my days,
I will not chase its echo.
If you forget me,
do not turn back in search of what was lost,
for memory, too, knows how to close its doors.
And if one day you grow weary of the winds
that move through my soul,
if you leave me standing
on the coastline of a heart
where I planted all my roots,
remember this
the roots you abandon will not die there.
At the appointed hour,
they will tear themselves from the earth,
become wings, become sails,
and journey toward another horizon.
But if each dawn you choose me again,
if every hour your tenderness finds its way home,
if every flower that opens
still carries the desire of my name,
then nothing in me will fade.
The fire will remain fire.
The light will remain light.
No season, no distance, no silence
will diminish what we have built.
For my love grows from yours
as rivers grow from rain,
and as long as your heart
continues to beat beside mine,
you will find me there holding your hands
with the certainty of roots,
and the devotion of stars that never abandon the sky.
Saturday, March 13
Sleeplessness
Monday, March 8
My heart knows no distance ❥
No matter how far you are
I will see you always, as clear as the sun's ray.
because, you see
our hearts beat as one,
Saturday, March 6
She is the girl from the past
So here she sits.
In the pouring rain.
And she would wait forever for you.
But, she can’t hold onto her dreams much longer...
Or she will lose
Wednesday, March 3
Movements of unseen shadows
sometimes, because people think I'm weak











