As a typical Virgo, I belong to the Earth element, which is the medium that gives me life, although I have a very special relationship with the sea, which I imagine is thanks to my ascendant.
I enjoy solitude and am fascinated by my inner silences, so much so that I continually need to retreat into myself and isolate. Of all the characteristics of my personality, what I like the most is my ability to connect through feelings—everything in me is sensitivity—and that makes me very vulnerable; because I am excessively meticulous, analytical, somewhat naive, and unassuming.
What I like the least is my little to no ability to forgive. I forgive, but I don't forget, so I end up carrying old negative emotions in my heart that are "unnecessary" and make my burden heavier every day. I am definitely spiteful, but I am not at all proud of it. Additionally, my negative traits include being exasperatingly persistent, impatient, energetically shy, and not very demonstrative. I am critical of myself, as well as of others. I am insecure and somewhat cold when it comes to matters of love.
However, my mind often wanders, and I get deeply lost in my thoughts, to the point where it annoys me when someone interrupts and pulls me out of them. I have a very good or very bad ability to concentrate—how would I know?—since as a consequence, I am also very scattered. But the truth is, I need my silence, my space, to be alone with my thoughts. I could say that I am a sensitive and reflective person.
On the other hand, my appearance does not reflect my inner world at all. I go through life happily, but very few people know my melancholic side, the one I rarely show.
I am also a difficult friend to deal with because I go through periods of total isolation, where I give no signs of life. With my friends and the people I love, I have no boundaries of any kind. When I am with them, I give everything I have, without exceptions, sometimes even more than I can give. But then, no one should expect me to remember a birthday or call periodically to check in, ask how things are going, how I am, how they are, or to offer condolences to a relative, etc., etc., because in that sense and for those things, I am a disaster.
Even so, I still like to dress up and look nice. I imagine that I am somewhat vain and flirtatious, although lately, I have been quite apathetic and careless in this regard.
My addiction to music, mate, and the internet constantly accompanies my heartbeat. I can't live without these three things. Perhaps if I were forced to choose, I could try to live without mate, but definitely not without music and the internet! I believe these three things are vital for me, and without them, I would feel empty; my entire structure would fall apart, collapse, and break, and I might even die.
Writing has always been a constant in my life. I have never stopped writing, thanks to my moon in Scorpio, which guides, nurtures, and inspires me to experience very powerful emotions, making me passionate about emotional intensity. Very centered and deeply focused, I am determined to fully enjoy each moment—looking at the sky when night falls, breathing deeply without pain, taking many photos, dancing barefoot, laughing a lot, and playing. These are things I infinitely love and will always be grateful for.
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