Otros designios

Quién quiso contemplar la oscuridad de la noche

en la omnipotencia de su copa ardiente

para distanciarse de la realidad en el proceso.

 

 

 

Error del desierto

Soledad y delirio  

Tristeza y silencios 

Hoy sufro por un error 

Que cometí hace algún tiempo. 

Hoy dejo que te vayas 

Con tu amor y tu destino 

Con tu alma y con tus sueños. 

Me di cuenta de lo que te quiero 

Y decidí que... no quiero

Que nos hundamos en el mismo sufrimiento. 

Comprendí que lo supe a tiempo 

Entendí que lo necesitabas 

Nos hicimos daño sin querer. 

Y ¿Por qué?

Cosas que nos dolían

que debíamos perdonar 

con los ojos, con el alma, sin palabras.

Porque quizás fue tu error 

Quizás fue mi error.

Exploring Emotional Detachment and Attachment Fears

 

Okay, It was inspired by a conversation with a friend. I like how it turned out, and I enjoyed writing it because it reflects how I feel at the moment. As always, I'm looking to improve.

 

People often turn off their own emotions from a young age because they feel invisible, unnoticed, like they are not seen or heard by those they desperately want recognition from.

Forming healthy attachments is crucial for our well - being. However, there might be a fear or concern that emotional attachment will lead to pain, which you wish to avoid. 

Could it be that you're afraid the basic need for closeness, which everyone experiences, will lead to pain that you want to avoid? 

Is there maybe a fear, a threat that bonds will cause pain that you do not want to feel?

There are many reasons why you might struggle to form attachments or miss the feeling of connection with someone or something. If the absence of this attachment feeling truly bothers you, it may be due to the fragile nature of early attachments formed in the womb, which can be easily disrupted when our needs are not fully met.

I don't really miss anyone from my past. On the contrary, I have a tendency to create an idealized version of what I wanted them to be. These people aren't real; I made them up in my head. 

So, I'm great at shutting off my emotions and memories, but I understand why I do it, so it doesn't bother me now. I can accept it. You can too, once you understand why you haven't formed the deep, loving, and safe attachments that make you miss others.

Have a great weekend. May God bless you and I hope you sleep well.