It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you wherever I go.
But I'm doin' it.
What hurts the most is being so close.
And having so much to say, to express and watching you walk away.
It's hard to force that smile when I see you while I'm alone.
Still harder, getting up, getting dressed, living with this remorse.
But I know if I could do it over.
I would trade, give away all the words that I kept in my heart.
Words I left unspoken.
I'm not afraid to cry every now and then.
Even though going on without you still upsets me.
There are days every now and again I pretend being ok.
But that's not what truly gets me.
Tuesday, March 30
The deepest pain is found in silence
Thursday, March 25
If only I could be by your side
♥
♥
Even when you try very hard to forget it all.
♥
Wednesday, March 24
Broken by the laws of love
I can be with you
All my entire life
I'll do what I have to do
And I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know HOW.
Tuesday, March 23
Create a difference
“when you feel incapable of create a difference of making an impact
…remember that a single raindrop raises the entire ocean.”
Saturday, March 20
Thinking of you
Somewhere in the world, there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is meaningful and worth while. So, in moments of loneliness, remember it's true. Somebody, somewhere, is thinking of you.
Friday, March 19
Keep on Loving You
Imagine how deeply I'm loving you now
...I'm gonna keep on loving you!
Thursday, March 18
Every dream begin with dreamers
In dreamer's hearts
each dream takes flight.
Soar high, oh soul, into the night sky's might and fly away.
Sunday, March 14
If you erase me from your memory
I want you to understand one thing.
You know the essence of this:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the crimson branch
of the slow autumn outside my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the intangible ash
or the weathered body of the log,
everything leads me to you,
as though all that exists, fragrances, light, metals,
were small vessels
sailing
toward those islands of yours that eagerly wait for me.
Now, if gradually you cease to love me,
I will gradually stop loving you.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not seek me,
for I will have already forgotten you.
If you find it prolonged and absurd,
the wind of banners
that traverses my life,
and you choose
to leave me on the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I will raise my arms
and my roots will embark
to discover another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are meant for me
with unwavering tenderness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips in search of me, oh, my love, oh my own,
in me all that fire is echoed,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love nourishes itself on yours, beloved,
and as long as you live, it will be in your arms
without letting go of mine.
Saturday, March 13
Sleeplessness
Wednesday, March 10
You'd shatter my heart
Monday, March 8
My heart knows no distance ❥
No matter how far you are
I will see you always, as clear as the sun's ray.
because, you see
our hearts beat as one,
Saturday, March 6
She is the girl from the past
So here she sits.
In the pouring rain.
And she would wait forever for you.
But, she can’t hold onto her dreams much longer...
Or she will lose
Wednesday, March 3
Movements of unseen shadows
sometimes, because people think I'm weak